it's the holidays..

project's over, didn't go phuket.. there was a ROM, a wedding dinner and another wedding dinner tmrw nite ... many things to prepare... gave zouk out a miss, wasn't feelin good tht day.. went back to my game.. found myself behind ranks but i'l probably b able to 'get back in shape' :p

no big plans... not sure about x'mas... mayb a bbq from *t* side? he wanna go some zouk retro thingy at expo for countdown.. theres also countdown elsewhere .. we had a quiet countdown for this yr... mayb we'l head out dis dec for some kind of celebration. i wanna go party. like dance n drink and laugh myself silly.

hmmmmm.. that sounds so good. :p
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anyways, felt very light-hearted during the dinner. thought i would b feelin too emotional but i think i did ok with 3 glasses of red wine. gave her a very very long hug when we bade our goodbyes.. had to let go as i felt a droplet almost coming out from left eye.

she's all grown up now, the one who hated boys.. the one who said tht she'l b the last to marry amongst us. it's amazing how things happen n change over time, looking back, she's still my little girl, the one i had to shield n protect when we were in school, the one who walked with me home from school, the one who sat beside me in the tuckshop, the one who raised n lowered the flags with me for a couple of years.

oh yes, i do miss those childhood days. we had our time together. we both moved on. we both fell in love.

you've found ur one, hope it stays tht way forever, best wishes to u, you're one of the longest friend i have, and i know somewhere within us, this bond continues no matter where we go, no matter what happens and one last thing, u really looked beautiful that night.

-- for helen--
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